wedding of my dreams

Someday soon, i will sweep up Javier off his feet. It doesn't have to be the guy to sweep up off the girls feet and take into the sunset... A girl can do that too. I think it would be romantic thing to do... And I've always dreamed of having a wedding of my dreams. i even have ideas what i want to do... and now to this day i'm thinking of changing my theme to something else... instead of a fall theme, i'm thinking of something Mexican. and have Mexican food too... colors will be the same, purple and black and maybe red... my colors are purple and pink, but i like purple and black... And Javier loves black & red... I also want to sign up for David Tutera's show... My fair wedding with David Tutera. It's free and he pays for everything, i didn't know that at first, David has great ideas, and i love his ideas... i love mine too. Butterflies and maybe skulls... don't know about the skulls yet... But yes for the butterflies... I saw this beautiful butterfly ring on facebook. different colors. omg, i want it so bad... for years i have this mystery dream of my wedding, but my groom to be is wearing a white & black mask... He wont' reveal himself. to this day it's still a mystery. I am hoping that it will be Javier. Javier means the world to me... i love him...Would be cool if we both pick each other up off each other's feet...  And for my brides maid i want my step sisters. and my dad to walk me down the isle... And have my niece to be my flower girl. Javier told me not to long ago that he will love me forever, even when we go to heaven too... I absolutely found my soulmate. i love him so much... love you baby...